#55-Confusion

When I'm sad Or hurt
I think of you to make myself happy again,
But sometimes when I try to think of you,
It hurts even more and more,
Shouldn't it be the opposite?
I can't describe this confusion within me,
Just let me say this,
I love you just so you know,because I realize something,
I just simply can't be without you,
And I love you more than you know,
I wanna marry and have babies with you,
Your the only one in my heart and always be.

#54-Angel

Angel,
I have dream of you I can't defined,
Don't go, I'll be lost without you by my side,
Earth angel,please be mine,
My darling dear,I love you all the time,
I'm just a Fool, A fool In Love with You,
Without you,I'm not okay
Without you, I lost my way

#53-Just You And Me

Just You And Me,
On a Tree,Adoring God's creation,
The Moon,that shines the sky at night,
You look very beautiful when the moon shines on you,
You lay your head on my lap,I played with you wavy hair
That I always admire,
I kiss you and whisper into your ears
"Good Night my love and Love you"

#52-Scare Crow

‘Scare Crow’
This Is I Am to You,
This Is What Will I Be to You,
I’m Just There to Slot in When There’s An Empty Space,
Touch and Go, Instead of Feel Me,
I Want to Hold You Close Until You Feel My Heart Beat,
Love Is the Greatest Thing I Can Give To You,
And Want to Whisper Tender Words That’s Soft and Sweet into Your Ears,
But How Possible Can I Do All of This....
I’m Just a ‘SCARE CROW’

#51-Naive

'Naive'

You were always been there for me,
You were my teacher,my mom and most importantly you were my best friend,
I was so naive to take advantage of you by falling in love with someone else,
Though never consider nor even care how you feel,
You were supporting me the whole way up,
And I just thought that you were helping me as a friend,

One day,you were gone,thousand miles away without saying goodbye,
And all the sudden,my heartache,like it was reap apart into two,
I received a letter from you, a necklace was with it too,

News that you are in LOVE with me since the day we met,
You wrote that never ever try to search for you ain't no mountain high enough,ain't no river low enough,do not search for you,

I manage to call your mom, with tremble she answered the phone and said
"You were killed in an accident"
I screamed and punish myself to the ground,threw things,even try to kill myself
But..there's no point of it...
You are gone,forever and its to late for everything or anything and my chance to say
"I LOVE YOU"

Thanx to Nani

#50-All falls down

After a disaster weekssss,now it has come to this. Heart broken to the max....what can I do???Nothing,so if she don't need me,guess I just move on like always,have been skipping meals lately,no mood of eating,cause this love sick thingy,such a waste....maybe I will end up dead without love....

#49-Disaster weekssssssssssss

Love does really hurt though...these past few weeks in Perak was a hell to me. Can say I almost kill myself because of her. This 'thing' always happen to me though,can' stand it already,I'm just like a scarecrow,people just slot me in just to keep the quota full. It gave me an idea to make a new poem called 'Scarecrow'.

My attire always become the factor here,always have,always will. Guess I have start to become gay is a better solution for me.If not I will only become heart broken and my wound will never be heal.....