#60-Raya In Kampus And Perak

farah' house
dba's house

after fitrah's house at Menara Condong

Lovely Part 6

Beloved Mr Hatta

President of PERSIDA and The Project Manager

King & Queen of The Night

The Emcee

#59-RAYA!!!!!!!!

Raya was a blast,but not that blast,cause big bro admitted cause of food poisoning,sedih2,well it was nice,everybody was shocked when they saw me,loose so much weight ma..hehehehehehe,well that's all for now,Chowsssssss

#58-Raya is coming~

Just touch down on Wednesday night,it was cold and chill,was damn hungry,only had 3 slices of bread for break fast,huhhuhuhuhu after that wallop murtabak in Bangsar,hahahaha,bought 3 new shirts for rm200!!cheap wei,2 shirt for 90 bucks.Hahahahaha,the 3rd shirt was a bit expenisvelar,hahahaha,well want to go for shopping again this weekend with my bro.Hohohoho

57-UiTM VS UTP

What a great game it was,we(UiTM Sri Iskandar)had a friendly match against UTP last Wednesday. Even though we lost the game we had great time and the experience we gain. We will meet each other for the second time in forth night!

#56-I'm going back

What will happen after this..?Is just going to be the same or....will try to neglect me???we will see...gosh,these past few days was like a shat to me,feel down and frustrated....somebody help me...

#55-Confusion

When I'm sad Or hurt
I think of you to make myself happy again,
But sometimes when I try to think of you,
It hurts even more and more,
Shouldn't it be the opposite?
I can't describe this confusion within me,
Just let me say this,
I love you just so you know,because I realize something,
I just simply can't be without you,
And I love you more than you know,
I wanna marry and have babies with you,
Your the only one in my heart and always be.

#54-Angel

Angel,
I have dream of you I can't defined,
Don't go, I'll be lost without you by my side,
Earth angel,please be mine,
My darling dear,I love you all the time,
I'm just a Fool, A fool In Love with You,
Without you,I'm not okay
Without you, I lost my way

#53-Just You And Me

Just You And Me,
On a Tree,Adoring God's creation,
The Moon,that shines the sky at night,
You look very beautiful when the moon shines on you,
You lay your head on my lap,I played with you wavy hair
That I always admire,
I kiss you and whisper into your ears
"Good Night my love and Love you"

#52-Scare Crow

‘Scare Crow’
This Is I Am to You,
This Is What Will I Be to You,
I’m Just There to Slot in When There’s An Empty Space,
Touch and Go, Instead of Feel Me,
I Want to Hold You Close Until You Feel My Heart Beat,
Love Is the Greatest Thing I Can Give To You,
And Want to Whisper Tender Words That’s Soft and Sweet into Your Ears,
But How Possible Can I Do All of This....
I’m Just a ‘SCARE CROW’

#51-Naive

'Naive'

You were always been there for me,
You were my teacher,my mom and most importantly you were my best friend,
I was so naive to take advantage of you by falling in love with someone else,
Though never consider nor even care how you feel,
You were supporting me the whole way up,
And I just thought that you were helping me as a friend,

One day,you were gone,thousand miles away without saying goodbye,
And all the sudden,my heartache,like it was reap apart into two,
I received a letter from you, a necklace was with it too,

News that you are in LOVE with me since the day we met,
You wrote that never ever try to search for you ain't no mountain high enough,ain't no river low enough,do not search for you,

I manage to call your mom, with tremble she answered the phone and said
"You were killed in an accident"
I screamed and punish myself to the ground,threw things,even try to kill myself
But..there's no point of it...
You are gone,forever and its to late for everything or anything and my chance to say
"I LOVE YOU"

Thanx to Nani

#50-All falls down

After a disaster weekssss,now it has come to this. Heart broken to the max....what can I do???Nothing,so if she don't need me,guess I just move on like always,have been skipping meals lately,no mood of eating,cause this love sick thingy,such a waste....maybe I will end up dead without love....

#49-Disaster weekssssssssssss

Love does really hurt though...these past few weeks in Perak was a hell to me. Can say I almost kill myself because of her. This 'thing' always happen to me though,can' stand it already,I'm just like a scarecrow,people just slot me in just to keep the quota full. It gave me an idea to make a new poem called 'Scarecrow'.

My attire always become the factor here,always have,always will. Guess I have start to become gay is a better solution for me.If not I will only become heart broken and my wound will never be heal.....

#48-Silent Night...

Today,I went Bangsar and Subang Parade to get my needs cause I will be away for couple of months,yes,yes,classes will be starting next week and I got to get my ass back to 'Silver State'.Hahahahaha,well things don't turn up as you expected,but you just have to go with the flow,unless you have a backup plan,for me,I don' think I have one,because if I loose this one,I just have to accept it no matter I like it or not.I have to move on,but when things roll up back towards you,just open your arms with free will. Hehehehe,by the way,maybe I will not be posting as often because will be tight up with my classes. It depends on circumstances though. Hehehe wish my all the best for this new semester.Toodles~

#47-Space

Yesterday I try to find this solution regarding my problem that I have mention earlier in my recent post,and 'A' friend help me with it. He gave a knock in the head that make me realize,the solution is true. Thank god it work out a bit,but I feel somber through the whole day and to make it more somber,it rains for the past 2 days...='0(,so hmmm,i can't do anything except pray to God and hope for the best.Insyallah~=0D

#46-Words

The sky is dark,
The streets are wet,
All the bad things happens to day,
Make me just move on

Another stress day at work,
Keeps me bugging the whole day,
But thinking of you,all my sorrows and anger flew away.

There is beauty
In my day
When I share
It with you
My love

But how can I share?
All this time,
I am the only one who is playing this love game
All the future that I set in my mind,
Will and Never come true

Some people say,
'Dreams come true'
Though thee be the one for me,
But all my dreams has shatters

Because I lost you,
The only person I love...
Tears pore down along these Rosy cheeks
With only you in my mind,I always be and love.

#45-Be Less Discourage,Be More Determined

Common man,you can do it!!!! I always say this to myself for the past 3 days...hahahahaha,lately I've been feeling pretty low and I know what is it,but can't tell lorrr.huhuhuhuhuhuhu. Thing around me are being negative and to push myself is to think postive,butttttttttt the problem is,everytime i try to think postive,the negative aura is very powerful than i could imagine. I can be postive for about few minutes,after that it start to think badly,i think i have this ability to read people,but i never jump to conclusion and start commenting,but sometimes the negative thoughts make you want to do that know?

It's tough though sometimes,but i always say,failure can make you stronger,but I am caught by this negative aura around me. God only knows what is happening to me right now and I attend to hide it from my friends by being bubbly and funny all the time to show I'm having a fun time but inside,the heart and feelings crashing up.

Well nothing to share anymore,only who reads this understand my feelings. Take care!!!

#44-You are not alone~

(1958-2009)
Our day has been shocked by the death of our only King Of Pop,Michael Jackson.He is the best of the best that no one could ever and i mean ever to replace him. His hits singles like Billie Jean,Thriller and Beat It,has stole our heart since then. We will always remember you in our heart Michael.

#43-Is This The End....Or A Beginning Of Something new

Well I should put so much hope though. See now what happen?I'm hurt. I shouldn't have put big hopes,but we were getting along just fine...well,what can I say,I just have to move on. I can't let this feeling pull me back...like always. It's been a zillion time this thing happen,but who to blame except myself +'0(

'Feelings'

Each day have past,

Each moment have counted,

Everyday my heart fall into pieces,

For no reason, I've became a statue.

What is this felling that I have in my heart?

Feeling that I cannot describe,

Everyday I've been searching for this feeling that lay inside me,

A feeling,I can't bared live without it.

Is this love,that I feel?

But who does my heart belong to?

Is she out there or my heart just fooling around?

To search this feeling,I end my life with.

#42-Penang

My trip to Penang was a Blast!!!Even though,didn't manage to stay there a bit longer,but it was different from the other trips to here. We went to to the Taman Rama-Rama Pulau Pinang. It was nice,lots-lots of animal and species were there,my brother keep on mentioning the 2nd picture as a Colossus(PS2 game)it is a something snapper,i can't remember the name,and as usual we went to the night market,I bought a tie from there.The best part I played an eye game with one of the white girl,she was damn cute and started blushing,but can't play to long aye,her mom was there,if not my eye become like panda.Hahahaha.Realy had a great time,waiting for my next trip to Penang again and hoping to find this Majestic Rojak and have a meal at Crepe Cottage located at Gurney Drive.

#41-Lakers Won

Lakers won their 15Th championship. A blow out for Orlando. The same thing repeated on game 4,when they were leading tremendously,all of the sudden,they fall behind. Arghhhh cannot accept,Why????????Tim Kai Ya Orlando????I want you all to win.haish anyways I'm going to Penang.Hahhahaha

#40-Sad....

Result Uitm came out already.Did quite bad again,my CG drop again,arghhhhhh,why is this happening. I have to bulk up my CG man,if not i wont be able to apply for my degree,wish me a better semester next July,and i hope I can improve everything that I am doing right now,no matter in what field....

#39-Lakers win???Kejap giler

haih Lakers win again and they are in the final.Grrrrr,why Denver?why???they had a great run,suddenly tup*tup*,lost...haih anyway,things just pass by very fast,damn,so i didn't manage to update that fast,hope this week will be a better week for me cause I'm having a lots of stress lately. Insyallah

#38- Cavs Take Back Their Crown At Home

The Cavs take back their crown after defeating the Magic 96-95 of the 2nd game of the eastern conference final. Lebron shot the buzzer beater over Hedo Turkoglu to take away the win. Lebron said that they cannot take the risks of losing the 2nd game and make it 2-0 for the Magic. LBJ drops 35 points and 5 assist.

Meanwhile,Superman didn't have his night only putting 10 points in the basket but grab a tremendous 18 rebounds. Turkoglu and Lewis shared their points but unfortunately can't take away the win. Lewis had 23 while Turkoglu scored 21.

Will the Magic bounce back in the 3rd game at home?I bet they do. What will happen in the 3rd game,well guess we have to wait next week.

#37-Zahra's 1st Birthday

Happy Birthday Zahra,your first birthday and your first cake,Hehehehe.

Most the relatives were there and the my granny house full with people. My aunt invited most of her friends and my granny invited hers too. Auntie JC also celebrated her birthday yesterday too.

Hehehe it was nice because all the relatives were there.

#36-Orlando win first game,Denver take game 2

Orlando take away game 1 of the eastern conference final against Cleveland yesterday 107-106. D.Howard drop 30 points and grabs 13 rebounds of the night.

But the main man who make this all happen was R.Lewis with 22 points and 2 BIG threes at the last minute of the game.Lebron final jump ball unfortunately can't take away the win and suffer from minor injury on his left knee. Hope the Cavs will come back for the second game and hoping Lebron will be in good shape.

Game 2 of the western conference final,Denver won against the Los Angeles 106-103 and tied the series 1-1. It was Melo and Mr.Big Shot night when both pair combined 61 of Denver's points to take away game 2 at L.A.. Melo caught 34 points while Billups drop 27 points. 3rd Game will be at Denver.

#35-Lakers Take Away First Game

Lakers take home the first game of the western conference final by beating up Denver 105-103. Denver had the tremendous lead in the 4th quarter,but Lakers came back up with Derek Fisher 'smoosh' 3 pointer, assist by Kobe Bryant. Kobe had 40 points,4 assist and 6 rebounds.

T. Ariza make a big steal from Billups but he came back with a BIG three and make it to a 2 point game. But yet they were undefeated and win the first game.Carmelo was upset that he loose but the young lad scored 39 points and 6 rebounds. Both Carmelo and Bryant made a technical foul at 2nd and 3rd quarter. What will happen the second game? We will find out next Friday.

#34-Bored....

Hahahaha its been while!I wonder why I seldom paste my blog,Brrrrr....1 week has past(kejap je),after my last paper,kinda fast though,one week already past in my 2 months hols...lots of thing need to be done before I go back to campus..Hmmm,not much to say actually,kinda bored for the past one week,hope things will get better for the coming weeks.!

#33-Happy Hols and New ME!!!

Exam are over,3rd semester has ended!!What a relief!!!Hahahaha, all the hard work that I put in for 4months,all the stress,hope the result will be flying colours.

Will be having my semester break for two months. Got lots of things to do and check out the new hair. Stylin'

Hahahaha,well this a new start for me,i want to make changes,a good changes that is. Wish me luck.

#32-Could Been Better....

Sad stories this week....Liverpool got knocked out from UEFA Cup,One of my relative pass away(Inalillah),and other things that I would not like to say,but that's just life.

Going back to campus this weekend,have not fully prepared for finale,70-30 only.....hmmmm hope by the middle of next week I am fully prepared.

Well not much to share this week,and maybe I will not be posting about 2-3 weeks,busy studying....huhhuhuhuh hope to wait in the new month,Toodles~

#31-Pantas & Garang

Happy birthday Iena and Hyezum!!!Early Saturday morning,went for a talk about health with my dad at building next to Crystal Crown Hotel,P.Jaya. Was really amazing talk,it make myself realize how important is health to me and how to resist High BP and diabetes!And one way to reduce this problems is exercising.Dr. Aziz mention that men who have waist-line above 35 will have the risk of heart attack and stroke so does women who waist-line above 30.

At night,went to my Makngah's house for my cousin's birthday party. Was a blast one,met all of my relatives including my Opah,who i didn't see for the past 2 1/2 months.='0)

Liverpool won 4-0.Huhhuhuhuhu beautiful opening goal from Torres,great accuracy

Today,went to Pyramid with Biggie brother to watch Fast & Furious 4! Great,great movie.Better than no.2,huhuhuhuhu,5 stars baby!

Wait for my next story!P/s:nazmi makanlah ubat,hang ada paper next week!Jaga dir baik2!

#30-I'm Home!!!!

Finally I'm home sweet home!It is been two and half months since i came back,wanna cry,huhuhuhu. Went back with KTM,more convenient from taking a bus and the hustle to go to Bandar U,and inconsiderate people will aboard the bus even though the bus is not their time yet.Grrrr!Was a chill and somber journey,but my friends make the train alive.Taking pictures,making jokes around(luckily no one hanging on the pole)hahahaha.Huhhuhuhu

Well just having a week of study break,still have to study at home,and then off to Finale Examination,huhuhuhu.Hope I can do better this time,I must!And still my heart still not fully recover yet,even though I've seen my parents and all.

I wonder if she,ever,ever think of me,just once???I wonder...I care so much,but what did I get??Dust....It hurt badly but I'm sure I can recover it...I guess,On the 23rd of April will be World Book Day's,so I thought of grabbing a new book!huhuhuhuhuhu can't wait!!!!So all you reader's wait for the Day!!!Chow

#29-Another rainy and dull night

Well had that chat that i want to,can consider happy for me,but I'm worry about her feelings though,hmmm well yesterday was Earth Day,my campus switch off the street lights,hahahaha was dark like you can't see a thing,hehehe we did some naughty stuff in the dark(shhhhh)hehehehehe

And it was raining so it add a lil bit of uhm!in the darkness,hahahahahaha!!!It was quite successful,didn't expect the campus will switch off the lights,huhuhuhu,Switch off the lights and save the earth!!! huhuhuhuhu

New poem
"It Begins With One"
One person,makes the proposal;
One person,to accept the invitation;
One word.needed and that is LOVE;
One heart,have connected;
One love,have created.

(Nabil_Nazmi)

#28-Coughinglah....

Chest pain!!!Stupid phlegm!!!why am i still sick,eyes watery,stupid2!!!well it's not really a bad week for me,i can say it's a spectacular one,had a sweet conversation with my admirer,huhhuhuhuhu.She so sweet,hehehehe,learn some new guitar moves,hahahaha and I forgot to mention that I participated in the inter part that held during the weekend last week,volleyball and we did pretty good,2nd place,even though we can be the champs but all was like nervous and afraid,at least we did our best.

Wanna wish happy birthday to Fadh. You be girl already.Hehehehehe.My shoulder again making problem,it aches like hell,and i asked for the coach help to massage it.I learned how to massage people,quite interesting hehehehe.

Maybe tonight,hang out at downtown with nazmi,huhuhuhuhu,and hope i can chat with her again,hehehehe.Take care mates~

#27-Crutiatis/Heaven

Huhuhuhuhuh I've fall ill,again and this time food poisoning. Ate 'tempe' at DM and became worst at night.Vomited twice.Curse you DM!!!! Didn't go to class on Wednesday,was unable to walk neither leave the bed,was dehydrated like shit. Ate rice for the past 5 days and can't barely avoid it cause need energy to wake up and go to class.Drank 2 bottles of 100plus(damn cause more money).

It was hell as well as heaven to me this week,met a new heart,not just one but two,but....can't barely you know,say the word.Heart jumping around(like my friend said),still searching for the one,but I think it's better off to make friend first.It still long way to go for me.Well have to go through a lots of task this week and hmmm,and miss ma famille,home,and exercising....3 weeks to go and home sweet home,the end of my 3rd semester is coming(time flies),final is coming and I'm in love with...~

#26 LIV 4 - MU 1

Hahahaha was bloody satisfied with the amount of goals scored by Liverpool.Felicitations LIV!
Serves you right MU fans!!!hahahahahahahaha.

Monday got two presentation to present,another presentation on Thursday and test on Friday....I'm home sick,heartache and lost(my heart still fooling around)....And I only can redha all the situation I'm going through.

Made new friends 3 days ago,they are very friendly,nice,and thanks Nani for reading my poems,more will come but not the time being...

Nazmi why do you have to go to KL???Tim Kai ya????I wanna go home!!!!!!!!!!!

#25-Poems

Des Souvenir De Amours

Oh Joie Vous Etes Presente;

(Oh Joy, You Are Here)

Tous LesReves D'amour Moi Je Les Entrevois;

(I Glismpse All The Love-Dream)

J'entendes Les Anges Qui Chantent;

(I Hear The Angel Sing)

Et C'est Un-e Chanson;

(And It's A Song)

Qui N'est Rien Que Pour Moi;

(For Me Alone)

Quand L'ete Au Bord De La Mer;

(When It's Summer By The Sea)

Vous Etes La;

(And You Are There)

Le Clel Est Toujours Clair;

(The Sun Is Always There)

Et Le Sable Ou Vous Dormez;

(And The Sand On Which You Sleep)

Aussitot M'est Cher;

(Is Just As Dear)

You Looked At Me And Smile;

J'ai Ton Scurir Dans Mon Coeur;

(I Keep Your Smile In My Heart)

C'est Ma P'tite Fleur De Bonheur

(It's My Flower If Joy)

Ma Fleur D'amour

(My Flower Of Love)

Que Reste T'il;

(There Just Remains)

Des Billet Doux Des Mois D'avril Des Rendevous;

(A Note Of Love The Monthe Of April Our Meeting)

Que Reste T'il Des Nos Amours;

(There Just Remain Of Our Love)

Que Reste T'il De Ces Beaux Jours;

(There Just Remains-Of Our Fine Days)

Nabil Nazmi

Well I'm not in the mood actualy,mentally abused,hehehehehe i posted a new poem,hope you all enjoyed it and do take care.Got to go now,have to performe tomorrow,quite nervous actually,well wish me luck =0)

#24-Heartache

It's been a week since i have this feeling of heartache.I can't describe what is happening to me,the 'L' feelings growing inside me...but I can't barely know who I have this feeling for...anyways,test 1 was totally sucks for me and family day and dinner is coming,another test is coming(need to be prepared)and need to cut my hair,more test are coming,more hair are falling and my heart is still aching.Please free myself from this nightmare.All the best for me

#23 Exhausted

 Well,I started my second part of my third sem..mmm what can I say,very tiring,hay wiring and injuries.

Tiring is that,hmmm no rice for the past 4 days,working out excessively non stop,classes up to the  evening and other stuff. Hay wiring with all the assignments and d projects have to be done in a short period,tests are coming(waiting)and arghhhhhh in dilemma of something.My sprint my ankle and had a collusion while playing basketball,limping while walking,kinda painful though.Huhuhuhuhu.

Nani bought a new hp(saje kaco,know u will read my blog),Liverpool out of the FA Cup(curse you Everton),test in forth night,Thaipusam on Sunday(Monday is a holiday),still not impressed with my body,still not impressing my lecturers(arghhhh gotta do something)Well that's all folks

#22 Lycans

Went and see Underworld 3:Rise Of The Lycans. Damn brutal and bloody movie man. Nice and sweet. 5/5 man.Hahahaha. Read the newspaper this morning,somewhere overseas,about 80,000 people being released from their job because of the current economy crisis,man luckily our country is still in the safe zone.

#21-The Ox Year

Happy Chinese New Year to all my Chinese friends.Hope you all have a prosper and healthy year.Gong Xi Fa Cai!!! I'm bored,there's anything left to do,some of my assignment have completed some are not(malas),nak keluar jogging asyik hujan je,macam mana nak keep fit ni???huhuhuhuhu. Well I'm going back soon,but don't know yet when,hmmmm,boringnya...nazmi tolong daku ='0(

#20 Genting

Hehehe went to Genting for one night stand.Hahahaha.joking. Just spending my hols down there with family. Reached there in the afternoon and the hotel was packed with human beings.Scaryyyy.The night was so cold and chill.The mist was thick like never seen before.

The next day we didn't manage to get on the corkscrew and flying coaster because of the weather,sad ='0(...the mist was so thick and suddenly it drizzle...Hmmm hope next time it wont be...

#19 Home sweet home

Wahhhh finally i got back from perak to pj.Huhuhuhuhu home sweet home but was unsatisfied about how the conductor bus handle the seats on that day,3 of my friends were forced to take another bus and inconsiderable passengers just get on,on the bus without caring about other except themselves,i don't know where all the values of Asian people disappear to.hmmm

#18-Old already....

Happy Birthday to me on 08012009!!!getting old already....more responsibility to come,hair keep on falling,hahahahaha. Got alots of wishes from family and friends,no special gift though but,I feel very happy on that day.Hehehehe

Went out that night to downtown,suddenly a heavy storm came,was a freezin' night hehehehe. Going back another forth night! Can't wait to go back.

Well I just make a short one this time. Got alots of assignment to complete.Well do take care.Cheers

#17-Happy New Year And Hello Campus Life(Again~Sigh*)

It's been a week already I'm here in Perak to start my new semester,huhuhuhuhu,well the journey continues again for my future,hahahahahaha.Thing are well organized by the way from my previous semesters.!Classes started on Tuesday with costing,found out it was quite interesting.Well have to better this sem.Need to bulk up my grades and body.hahhaaha.

I'm trying to cut down my rice intake,trying....and was OK but I'll be tired by the evening cause lack of energy but things will work out though.huhuhuhuhu.Gotta call from my dad on new year's day,my friends are all celebrating in KL and I'm stuck in Perak as usual.Met my Uncle's niece here,L,she quite cute though,hehehehehe =0P,well most men will fell for her if they meet her,hahahaha.

On Friday,my FAR lecturer introduce herself to us. Okla...she's very particular about everything so have to be careful...sssssssssssssss.hehehehe.Law lecturer was like BANG!She's fast when she's talking,need to follow her every movement man,if not you will be left behind.hahahahaha.Well I am still in money crisis even though the loan has entered last Thursday. Need to learn how to budget myself(that's why I'm interested in costing,huhuhuhuhuhu)well that is all for now.Do take care.